Where I belong…there is much comfort and safety in truly knowing where that is…
I have been doing a lot of thinking about past times lately. Given the new and difficult experiences I’ve had to face over these past several months, it appears as though my daily life has been turned upside down. I am likely not alone when I say that I enjoy a certain degree of comfort and security in following a familiar routine, one where I have a good idea of what to expect from day to day. It may sound odd, but now that each day has been a bit topsy-turvy, sometimes I honestly don’t know where I belong!
Where I belong…there is much comfort and safety in truly knowing where that is. Yes, of course I know where that is in terms of who I belong to, my husband, my family; all of those whom I love dearly. In terms of my daily life, however, sometimes the answer is unclear. I am secure and confident in the many different roles that I play at home, work, church; handling those things that I am responsible for. But when life takes me by surprise, when I am forced out of my comfort zone, then where do I belong? The answer is clear…
“I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:5
Where I belong is where my heart is…knowing that makes all the difference in the world. My sense of belonging is complete when I am in the midst of the people and things that make my heart swell. Being where I belong is more than a place; it is a state of being. It is when I feel a sense of vibrancy, calmness, safety, that no matter what is going on around me I know that being there is exactly where I am supposed to be. It is not something that I’ve found on my own, rather, it is where God has placed me…it is where I belong.
Peace to you,
Felecia